Indifference, inferiority and you.

You don’t think you have what it takes.
Through your head runs “I can’t do this, nobody believes in, me, I don’t believe in me”.

You don’t believe you have what it takes because you consider yourself inferior.

Inferior to the raised salary you wanna ask for.
Inferior to the relationship you want to enter.
Inferior to be able to create the body you long for.
Inferior to create your own business.
Inferior to run with your dream…

Whatever the term, you find yourself standing in front of your own inferiority screaming in your face.

But it’s not true and it never was true.
All of it is a lie.
No matter what is running amok in your head, you are not inferior.
You have never been.
And you never will be!

What Indifference Does To You.

But do you know what it breeds, on the side?
Indifference!

And that’s a very dangerous thing!

You gradually become indifferent to yourself because you don’t seem to matter.
Therefore, similarly, everything around you loses its luster. Becomes as meaningless as yourself.

You see the suffering of the world and you can’t fix it all.
So you become indifferent.

The birds are singing, but not for you,
so you become indifferent.

You turn to indifference as a solace of your pain.
The pain of inferiority.

You have to pretend you don’t care.
As if you didn’t notice yourself.

Something has to give and that something is you.

What to do?

Deviate!

Be, do, feel, act, create different! Anything where you deviate from your own idea of the norm.

Others don’t even have to know what’s going on.
In the beginning, it doesn’t have to show, as long as you know you are different. Breaking invisible rules.
Daily.

But in time, yes, you will have to step out and show the world the truthful you living in the permanence of change.

I’ll be back with more on this. Until then – PONDER! 🙂
Or write something here in the commentary field. But still, ponder…